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i feel like a fool [Jun. 13th, 2008|11:11 pm]
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azureeblue
i got to dance with him tonight.  it was fun twirling around with him but i knew that he really had eyes for the blonde who was dancing with another boy.  i wish i could just be happy for him.  what the hell is my problem?  i wish i could let him go, just let him do his own thing.  i wish i had my mom around.  i know she would tell me what i needed to hear.  i could talk to my sister but right now she's so hopped up on hormones she doesnt know which end is up.  i need to go for now... bye!!
jo 
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he said.. [Jun. 6th, 2008|12:47 am]
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azureeblue
i had a beautiful day today.  school was alright i guess, but that's not where the fun began.  i went to dawson's house and as usual climbed through the bedroom window and i heard dawson talking to his mom.  he was asking her about sex and she was trying to be all nonchalant about it, but i could tell that she was uncomfortable.  i listened for a while and then made my entrance known.  she took one look at me, blushed, and ran away.  dawson and i just looked at each other and busted out laughing.  

sometimes i really miss him as a friend.  i wish it could be the way it was before all this.  when did i start to develop feelings for him?  i have no freakin idea.  one day he's my best friend chasing me down and tickling me till milk comes out of my nose, and the next day i want to make out with him like mad crazy.  

i need my mom.  i miss her so much it kills me.  she died a few years ago and yet it seems like only yesterday i saw her face and kissed her good morning.

i wish she could tell me the answers.  bessie is helpless. 
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he tricked me [Jun. 4th, 2008|12:32 am]
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azureeblue
i told him how i felt, how stupid of me.  he's still in love with that jen girl and i go and screw things up by telling him the truth about how i feel.  but he asked!!!  we were taking a walk down our normal route and he told me that some things were on his mind.  he was noticing that i was becoming more distant since the new girl came to town and i told him i was just giving him space  to be with his new girl.  he said he wasn't buying it and made me tell him everything.  so... now he knows my heart.  only problem is... i don't know if i wanted him to know.  and now when i see him i want to puke my guts out.
this is totally unfair.

and pacey is acting like a real jerk lately.  can't he just leave me alone?  we've grown up together but he's always done his own thing and i guess now that i look like a girl he can't stop poking me and making fun of me.  it's like 3rd grade all over again.

boys are horrible.
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it happened again [Jun. 1st, 2008|11:47 pm]
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azureeblue
i cannot believe my stupidity.  i believed for a minute that dawson would look at me any differently.  he is so niiave sometimes.  i guess it's why i pine for him.  he's my best friend.  i lost my mom when i was young, my dad's in jail... i have a sister and we're tight but it's not like having a place to run to aside from my biological home.  but tonight jen was there.  and it was awkward.  she kept trying to be nice to me and i was pretty bitchy to her, for no good reason.  i don't understand why i hate her so much.  why can't i just accept the fact that my best friend is going out with someone else?  it doesn't have to be forever.  right?  i am feeling pretty lonely now, when she's not with him she's all he ever talks about.  blah blah jen's perfect blah blah.  makes me sick.
in other news, my little niece or nephew is going to be arriving any time now.  we're all pretty excited about it.  and i'm very happy... i can't take the mood swings.                                               
btw... pacey is the most annoying boy on the face of this planet!!
love you all,
joey 
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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2006|11:49 pm]
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azureeblue
well...hello....

hopefully someone will read this...

i just wanted to make up a community about dawson's creek...for all you die hard fans out there...let's see what we can create!! comment if interested.
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